I Used to Wait for People to Have a Word for Me

I used to address all of my emails to "Hello Beautiful Soul" or "Beloved."

You're all of them, so it doesn't really matter what I use. What matters is what you'll claim as being true to you.

I used to be that girl, that woman, who wanted someone to speak into me and tell me something valuable about myself.

When I was in my church days, I wanted someone more special, more connected to God, higher up than I was to "have a word for me." I manifested a lot of these "words from God" in those days.

In the years that followed, I wanted someone more spiritual than me to deliver a psychic message to me. I also manifested a lot of these.

And then I healed right out of needing someone outside of myself to see me or validate me.

The outsourcing for acceptance or guidance ceased when I healed all the way back to my soul, because that's ultimately where I wanted the validation to come from.

Your soul is your highest, most powerful aspect of self. It's literally the Divine.

The problem is that we forget that we are mostly soul once we get going on this human adventure, and we live from the human we've been shaped into being, instead of the soul that's chosen everything we're experiencing.

Holy smokes, what a friggin' game changer it is to begin truly living from your soul.

It flips everything you know on its head in the best way.

I went on a long walk earlier today, and I was reminded of all the times I sat, hoping someone would see me and call something special out so I could feel more worthy and better about myself.

I stayed in this space for decades.

On the walk, I realized that the only choosing that I needed was to choose myself on the deepest level and live in oneness from there.

I'm not mad or sad about how long I sat in separation from myself on the inside. (You probably wouldn't have guessed I was living two lives on the inside: one unworthy, earning love and acceptance, loathing myself. The other pure, worthy, whole, and divine.)

But now that I live the majority of my life (on the inside and out) in harmony between my soul and the human that supports it, I can tell you that I know I will never return to separation.

The part of you that has the absolute truth, the part that can heal you fully, the part that is so worthy it never considers the question of its worth in the first place, is your gorgeous, patient, loving soul.

You collapse the divide that exists between you and your soul inside my method, and it makes a world of difference.

The one thing you need to do to heal something completely is actually very simple:

You need to change the meaning that you've made out of the things that separated you from your soul.

But you need to shift it at the soul, cellular, somatic, nervous system, energetic, emotional, subconscious, and conscious levels.

Easy peasy! (If you have the right tools. Soul Forward Method is the right tool. It's basically the Swiss Army knife of healing modalities.)

You can't access the meaning where it actually lives (in your subconscious) from the conscious state, which is why you can spend years or decades doing the conscious work like therapy, counseling, mindset work, meditation, etc., and still not be fully locked into what you want to believe about yourself or what is possible.

You bend time in Soul Forward Method and heal on all of the levels that create lasting change.

It's where you become your own healer, your own meaning-maker.