I’m Heidi Hazen
My mid-life pivot handed me my ass and allowed me to step into the work I came here to do.
Around 40, I ended a marriage, learned to co-parent harmoniously over two (sometimes three) states, ended a decade-long career I married into, attracted the most unexpected partner, healed my body, expanded my spiritual gifts, and began a new soul-aligned career from scratch. I still live in the same house, though, so there’s that.
I’ve been a shopgirl, professional organizer to celebrities, co-owner of a famous bookstore in DTLA, trained Human Design guide, and Master Hypnotist.
Now, I’m a soul-level self-healing facilitator and the creator of the Soul Forward Method™ (and it’s the biggest deal of all things I’ve done).
I help you become your own healer so you can move beyond where all the healing work you’ve already done has left you (because where you are isn’t where you’re meant to be - and you know it).
I’m also elevated-mid-tier bougie (not into Chanel, YSL, Gucci, Prada yet(?), but I love me some Ulla Johnson and Jenni Kayne).
I’m a partially committed bio-hacker who is gluten and dairy-free but still eats gluten and dairy.
And some might call me a sugar mama, cradle robber, or Mrs. Robinson (I call myself capable of holding the frequency of profound love - tomayto/tomahto). On paper, my fiancé and I are usually 20 years apart in age (but really, we’re 19.75 years apart), and you wouldn’t know it if you saw us together because you’d be wowed by how happy and in love we are.
I have two kids (13 and 10), both conceived through IVF, who have two moms and two dads raising them harmoniously across two states. These shorter-for-now humans are so cool and funny, and I count it a gift that they think I’m rad enough to hang out with.
I’m a blue belt in Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu (they call me White Lightning - you probably don’t want to find out why).
And rounding things out, I’m a super novice interior design gal, which basically means I live in a white house with some choice vintage pieces scattered throughout.
Hello. My name is Heidi, and I’m afraid to put color on my walls.
Welcome to my world - I love that you’re here.
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Their Words… Testimonials from Heidi’s Clients
I’ve learned to evaluate situations with a perspective I didn’t have before. I’ve learned so much about myself that I have spent years trying to understand and heal in therapy. I wish this were more cohesive, but how do you describe when your life has been altered forever? Before Soul Forward Method, everything I had known was changing, and I felt like I was taking giant steps backward in life. I felt lost and without much direction or hope for where I was at. I truly feel like a different person because of this program. I have stopped carrying the burdens that are not mine to carry. I love myself and those around me more freely. I’ve learned to accept where I’m at and take ownership of it while simultaneously owning where I want to go. Soul Forward Method has changed my life. There are no words to describe how my life has shifted, and I know it will continue to shift because of this experience. I have learned what it feels like to truly love and embrace who I am and who I was. How do you describe the gift of truly loving yourself and your path (mine was not always pretty or easy) when, unless you have experienced this kind of transformation yourself, it seems unimaginable? Soul Forward Method has been unlike anything I have experienced before.
In comparison to other modalities I've explored such as therapy, counseling, and hypnosis, Soul Forward Method stands out in several ways: It facilitates a deeper and more profound connection with the soul, allowing for exploration and healing at profound levels. And it provides tools that effectively bypass the defenses of the subconscious mind, allowing for deeper work without interference from the "bodyguard" mechanisms. Soul Forward Method is a transformative journey of soul integration and nervous system expansion. If you've tried various healing modalities but still feel disconnected from the life you envision for yourself, I urge you to consider investing your time and money in exploring the Soul Forward Method. It could be the transformative step you've been seeking towards living the life you truly desire. Before experiencing SFM, my life was in a state of transition. I was deeply engaged in self-exploration, shedding identities that no longer aligned with my growth and delving into authentically expressing myself in various aspects of life. My focus was on becoming fully resourced and grounded in my true identity. In going through SFM I’ve developed a profound trust in inspired actions and learned to act upon them almost immediately. I’ve strengthened my connection with my soul, facilitating rapid reception of insights and guidance.
I'm most excited about utilizing the tools I've gained from the program to maintain and stabilize the growth and expansion I've experienced while also continuing to build upon it.
Soul Forward Method is driven and forward-moving, not like therapy.
Its tools push to literally another dimension that is typically ignored in everyday life. The building blocks of the Soul Forward Method, along with Heidi’s very specific instruction, intuition, heartfelt delivery, focus, and connection to the other side of the veil, have directly helped me grow quickly. Working with Heidi through this process has felt warm, comfortable, familiar and very safe. I highly recommend this program and will forever be grateful to have been part of this amazing journey.
Heidi’s work and her BEAUTIFUL soul awakened mine...LITERALLY! She has changed the trajectory of my life! I'm forever grateful to her. Her gift of hypnosis allowed me to go deep into the deepest parts of my subconscious mind and find and heal core wounds. It guided me to learn how to not only find my soul but trust its voice as well.
Heidi and The Soul Forward Method container have transformed my life. Changed my thought processes. Helped to interrupt patterns and reprogram areas that were limiting my human self from reaching my highest and best potential.
SFM is for anyone who feels like something is missing from their life or hears that nagging little voice that just won’t go away...that you know there is something better waiting for you, but it seems just out of reach. THIS IS FOR YOU! Spoiler alert!! It’s NOT easy. Quite the opposite. Nothing of true value ever really is...am I right? This will push you to those uncomfortable places you usually stay away from, but that’s where you need to go and work and push through and turn the lights on in those darker places. Stick with it, lean into and you will find what you are missing.
I am always grateful for Heidi and her gifts. I know her path is to change the world. She HAS changed mine and there is no going back. THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU!!!!!
I feel that there are big changes coming and I want them. I want to live the fullest life that I can possibly live for however much longer I have to live (hopefully it's quite some time!) but the more I let go of things the more I want to let go and just be in flow, and just be, and let my soul go forward.
I feel my worth, I feel my value, it’s like I'm standing outside of myself seeing myself do things differently and feel things differently and I’m just loving it. I’m living more in my North Node and speaking my truth.
I think of you and all of the things that I know I have learned through the work that I've done with you and that I have been able to access this part of myself and embody something that feels so fearless and authentic and wonderful and you're such a catalyst for that.
I loved The Journey. Heidi takes you to where you want to go, and I believe where you are meant to go, and you’re able to go into your subconscious mind and truly, deeply, completely heal at a mind, body, and soul level.
It's amazing and life-changing.
It's been tremendously helpful in learning how to energetically and completely clear some past pain.
I was able to heal on a deeper level.
By doing the work in hypnosis, I can FEEL some of the emotions neutralizing. I'm no longer as triggered, and more aware when I am.
I’ve done a ton of traditional counseling as well as a lot of self-studying with books, podcasts, and journaling. This was different because while I am conscious of the problems and a lot of the “whys” from my childhood and life, I was able to connect with my inner child and heal in a different frequency.
When you heal and work through the problems in hypnosis it’s a deeper, more whole healing.
It honestly FEELS different than anything before. It’s alchemizing and dissipating energy that’s rooted and stored in our body in a different way. It's amazing!
I’m more clear and I FEEL more healed.
It’s set me up for my entire life journey with tools to stay in alignment and live my best life. What an amazing gift!
I love Heidi. She is such a special human with an amazing gift. She’s able to clearly see and explain what's going on in a way that is easy to understand. I loved working with her. She is a wealth of knowledge and has the tools to help you access deep healing and exciting breakthroughs for a bright future.
I would recommend Heidi and The Journey to anyone and everyone I know.
Heidi's Soul Forward Method was a true awakening for me. Her innate connection to the spiritual realm coupled with her skill in guiding me through the exploration of my thought patterns and beliefs changed how I operate in the world. Through Heidi's divine guidance, I unearthed clear purpose and profound alignment in my career and relationships. This journey with Heidi has been nothing short of life-altering. I am deeply grateful for her wisdom.
The Journey is a deeply impactful healing experience that takes you back to your innermost self. To who you were before anyone told you how or who to be. It is the journey of becoming, remembering, reclaiming, and embodying your light and power in integrity.
It is like taking the blindfold off for the first time.
Through the past six years of my deep healing work, this has been the most profound and will forever remain in the seat of my soul as a human experience that embodies the highest part of me, which I am now able to see.
This powerful work has weaved into my life in so many facets, and it's changed the way I live. I discovered who I really was underneath the narrative I'd told myself that I believed to be true. I saw myself without conditions.
I'm now able to see my core wounds without shame. I can immediately witness when I have become dysregulated in my emotions and can shift my thoughts or perceptions in order to take agency over all my emotions without blaming others. I'm able to see myself in a new way and live my life attuned to my energy, my emotions, and my thoughts, and how to shift these states of being into a much higher perspective.
I think what was most powerful for me in this journey was that I was able to switch the narrative. I was able to reframe the story of who I thought I was. I have a new frame of reference on how now I can navigate my life. I can take a step back and look at myself, and the younger version of myself, and all that I experienced - and from this place, I can see that literally the blindfold has been taken off.
I'm able to release what's not meant for me by clearing out subconscious beliefs and completely changing the narrative of my story. I'm able to shift and change my behavior in the moment of noticing the old behavior patterns that used to override my thoughts.
I LOVE Heidi's work. She is a sage, and I'm so grateful to have her as a beloved teacher and friend. There isn't a day that goes by where I don't mention her work, as it is profound. She has shown me that I have the ability to reclaim every part of myself so that I can live the beautiful life that was intended for me all along.
I would highly recommend The Gathering! Before I joined it I had low self-esteem and self-worth and was horrible with my spending habits because I just keep trying to fill the void inside that I wasn’t good enough. I’m a chronic course taker and didn’t know how to step into my worth.
Because of The Gathering I now love myself completely. I haven’t loved myself this much and haven’t had this much compassion for myself before. I see and own my worth. It’s powerful stuff.
I can’t believe the change inside me. I still have a lot more work to do but I finally got to the root issues of what was holding me down and back from my full worth.
I realized the stories and messages I was given - that I was told to play a victim as a child, that I was broken and not good enough - were taught to me by my mother. It was her story, not mine. This made me recognize that these incidents had really shaped my perception of my current life. It was a total eye-opener.
It’s a no-brainer how powerful this work is and I would do it again and again just to be in this community setting and have Heidi as my guide.
The passion that comes from her and the fact that she is performing life-changing work is mind-blowing.
Within The Gathering, I discovered the power of the subconscious and how it’s where the true work lies to change what’s happening in the conscious world.
Heidi is a true healer in how she can manipulate time and energy in your life. She has a strong passion for what she does and it shows in her work.
Heidi has a way to help you work through all the junk in your suitcase you didn’t even know was there. She clears out the cobwebs of misperceptions and negative energy that shouldn’t be there. The analogies she gives for you to understand what she’s saying are powerful.
I was struggling with anxiety and depression and needed to find a way to captain my own ship while in a big storm. Soul Forward Method helped me grasp the relationship between my soul and my human self which allowed me to create a way forward in my personal and professional growth and success. It's more spiritual than mechanical. It’s a beautiful blend of science and art form. It’s truly a unique experience and a new way to look into yourself. Heidi’s unique way of leading you to your own answers is truly magical. Her techniques have truly helped to expand my artistic horizons allowing me to explore the depths of my creativity in new and unexpected places within my soul. I’ve learned how to maintain my balance and surrender control when needed allowing my higher self to guide me towards a richer experience in this human form. Heidi is a beacon of light and guidance on this transformative journey.