Resonant Harmony

I was in a state of remarkable resonant harmony earlier this week when all my familial worlds came together under one roof.

My ex-husband and his wife had been road-tripping their way up to drop the kids off for our turn with them, and we planned a dinner so everyone could catch up while they were in town.

So on Sunday night we had Josh and his wife Jenna, our kids Idunn and Soren, their stepbrothers, Aaron (my fiancé), his parents, my mom, my dad (they've been divorced since 1982), my brother, his wife, my nephew, and two dogs (one of whom was in a diaper) all over to hang out and eat dinner together.

There was probably a partridge in our peach tree as well.

I was an observer that night.

What I saw were people at home in themselves, comfortable in spaces that would maybe not always lend themselves to comfort.

I saw mended divorcees all over the place. I saw healed people where there were previously hurt people. I saw healthy relationships and the work that goes into them. I saw thriving children.

What I felt was completely comfortable in my life. Past, present, future, skin, body, relationships, vision, legacy. All of it.

When I climbed into bed after everyone had left, it was quiet and still enough for me to feel the texture of the energy, and it was harmony.

When Aaron came in, I said, "My entire family was in this house. The most important people in my life were in one place together, and it felt harmonious."

The thing about energy is that if you don't match it, you can't feel it. I could feel this resonant harmony.

I said to Aaron, "I don't say this to take all the credit, but I did this. This wouldn't exist the way it does (not that it's perfect, but it's really f***ing good) if I hadn't done everything I've done the way that I've done it. It wouldn't exist if I were a bitter, angry, resentful, unhealed woman, because this can't be birthed from that."

I've had the most enlightened stream of consciousness flowing into me about legacy for the last few months, and it continues to deliver concepts far beyond anything I've received before. It's what I've been preparing myself to receive and share with the world. It's the reason Soul Forward Method came through me first.

The dinner was a living, breathing experience of the newness I've been receiving.

There's so much to share about legacy. But it's still taking form.

And once it does, I can go all in and tell you everything.

Until then, I'll leave you with this: there are three legacies in each of us.