A Space in Me I Couldn't Have Found Enough Money to Buy

I saw a trending reel this week that said something like, "how lucky to be tired because you're pursuing your own dream." Lots of people were popping it into their IG stories because it resonated. I didn't repost it, but I did heart it.

I've had my head down on a string of enormous projects. I've spent months staring at a computer screen for the majority of each day. I've forgotten what hobbies I used to have.

When I'm not working, my mind and body don't know what to do.

I'm nearing the finish line on something being birthed wholly from myself after learning that it's always costly to override your intuition and position others (even "experts") as authority above it. It was such an intense course to go through. But I needed it in order to evolve.

And in the middle of all of it, I worked through the first half of a Soul Forward Method meeting without realizing it. My brain short-circuited and erased the call entirely. I received texts, DMs, and emails asking where I was, and even then I was thinking, "what are they talking about? The call isn't right now."

But it was. We rallied, had the call late, and it was, as always, powerful.

These women are going a mile deep and an inch wide inside the modules. They come to the calls with pages of insights and connections they've made to their past and how it's still alive in their present.

They also come as their new self, the one who's integrating the healing that happened over the last week in their next module. They're already on the other side of that thing, that belief, that person, that experience. Not because they're cutting it out of their lives and pretending they're "over it," but because they finally get it in a way they haven't before.

And it changes everything.

On the calls, they share what they feel led to share, and I reflect back to them and activate even deeper understanding that carries them further into their integration and the expansion on the other side of it.

It's so fascinating to watch these women wake up to levels of consciousness they're ready to exist within. Not everyone is meant to wake up, and when I shared this on a call recently, it landed. One woman said, "We can stop shaking them by their shoulders."

What happens when you continue evolving in your understanding of self is that you evolve your understanding of everyone else in the process.

The amount of grace that comes from untethering yourself from the perception that's held you in patterns is next level.

Another woman on the call said, "Heidi, this work has created a space in me I couldn't have found enough money to buy."

The spaciousness is what allows us to move powerfully forward with greater clarity, choice, and more access to the consciousness of our highest soul self.

This is what happens inside Soul Forward Method.

Saying yes to bringing this modality through me has been the most epic birthing process. It has stretched me so far beyond comfort that at times I thought I was going to break. But watching those who come through it live life completely differently than they ever had makes it worth it.

We're activating the life, gifts, relationships, marriages, parenting, careers, callings, and purpose, on purpose, inside SFM.

I'm about to cross a finish line I never knew was ahead of me, and I can't wait to see what's on the other side. More magic, I'm sure.