She Said You Can't Be Healed. She's Wrong.

I was shooketh, again.

I just got back from spending a few days in Palm Beach at a mastermind with some brilliant women.

I knew months ago that I was meant to be in that room, but my human didn't realize why my soul wanted me there. I kept thinking too small thoughts about the reason behind everything lining up for me to be there so easily, until I was actually immersed in the room.

On day one, we did an energetic exercise where some of the audience members shared what had transpired for them. What I could see and hear in what they shared was all that was unhealed.

I am a healing channel. This is my gift, and it doesn't turn off. It's who I am, which means I'm always seeing the healing energetics beyond what others can see. I channel insights in the moment, but without an invitation to share those, I have no way to gift them to the woman who needs them.

I listened to some amazing women doing very unique and interesting work beyond traditional healing modalities, and I had high hopes of being wowed by others. (And honestly, I had some nerves about it, because unlike business coaches and marketing experts, I am rarely or never in rooms where others are in my industry, and I wasn't sure how Soul Forward Method measured up.)

But halfway through day one, I heard loud and crystal clear from within: "I am the answer."

I hold what these women are looking for.

I know exactly what they need to do in order to heal.

I know that they'll continue seeking out other healers, and they'll group me in with those who deliver the level of what was on stage. But I am not them. What these women offer is a fraction of what is available in SFM.

Women were being moved by the few exercises we were guided through, and I felt myself time-travel to 20 months ago, when I was in a similar room and watched the women fall apart in a hypnobreathwork session that literally shocked me. I thought, "oh my gosh, you are years behind where I thought you'd be in your healing."

I had invested thousands of dollars to be in these rooms, thinking I was going to be surrounded by powerhouse women who'd done the inner work that left little if anything to dysregulate them.

But even the women who had elevated status positions sitting on that stage were being shown their unhealed parts, and not recognizing the deeper, more strategic work that heals it completely.

One woman on stage said, "There is no 'ED' on your healing, your evolving, or your expansion. You will never be healed, evolved, or expanded. You are healING, evolvING, expandING. It will never be done."

She's wrong about the healing.

Ask me how I know.

I am the embodiment of complete healing for things I'd worked on for decades. My clients don't come through SFM and say, "I didn't know healing like this was possible," and "This is complete, whole, and pure healing," for no reason.

Even the women on the stage, the "secret weapon" women, aren't aware of this level of healing.

I was shown that I need to get a lot louder about this work because these women are seeking and settling because they think they've reached the pinnacle, and it's just another summit.

They don't know that the healing they're looking for actually comes from their soul, and they keep adding more healers to their speed dial and list of people they need to "book a call with."

But the deeper work isn't being achieved, leaving the thing that needs to be healed still in place. This is where SFM is truly gorgeous. You can keep all your fun healers and therapists. You just take what you receive from them and do the deeper work they can't fully access.

We did a shadow exercise and found a word that felt like our shadow around our goals for growing our presence and businesses. The word we came up with was the shadow that we lean away from becoming when we are meant to lean all the way into it in order to get to where we're meant to be.

My word was egoic.

Which means that I shy away from owning my absolute genius because I'm afraid women will think I have an ego. And at the same time, I can see that what others are offering is not in the realm of what I offer in terms of healing.

My hiding is selfish.

What an invitation to go back into SFM and heal the shit out of whatever exists in my human that's causing the selfish, egoic shadow.

And just to add some magic into the experience: on the same day, two women approached me out of nowhere. One said, "I love your energy, your whole vibe, you feel like a star." Another said, "Fame, you're meant to have a lot of it."

I nodded my head yes. Because I know.