The Aquarius Rocket Ship

I'm feeling particularly shiny as we step into Aquarius season because it's my season, and I've never felt more lit up.

Yesterday, I finished a two-year "reclamation" project on the backend of my business. It's been head down, power through, click this, button up that for a really long time.

All of it was necessary because I'd leaned so far into someone else's way of doing things that elements of my business didn't feel like me anymore. (Except for SFM. That's locked in. Always.)

But something unexpected happened as I was doing all this backend work. I knew I needed it to not feel like someone else had written it, emails, sales pages, all of it. My intention was to not feel embarrassed by what was out there representing me and my work.

But as I did the reclaiming of each word on each page, something truly magical happened. I didn't just not feel embarrassed by it. I genuinely felt excited about it.

Like, this is fire, and I want everyone who finds me to experience these things because they're SO me.

It's the first time in a long time (ever?) that I've felt so aligned with what I have out in the world.

Talk about a boost.

It feels like rocket fuel.

I've always known what I'm here to do as the ambassador of this modality, but good grief did I lose my way for a while and leak a lot of fuel believing that someone else's way of building out a business is the right way or better than my way. I have no hard feelings towards myself for how much time I spent on it. It's all just part of the evolution.

So to feel the way I feel about it now feels like an absolute dream. I feel ready to receive hundreds of women into this modality this year. The women who are ready will feel the resonance I've woven into every piece I've just reclaimed, and it thrills me.

It reminds me of a question someone inside SFM asked me last week. She said, "When we finish learning our soul's curriculum, do we die?" And I said, "No. There's something amazing that happens when we learn the first things we dropped into learn. We get to explore what's beyond it."

In my world this equates to the expansion everyone wants to quantum leap into (not realizing you have to prep yourself to hold that level of beingness and energy before you can). So what I've been going through in the last couple of years with all the business outsourcing is present because I'm expanding into new territory, and there are stretchy lessons that come along with it.

What I know is that I'm now in a new place, one I've never been in before. I'm stabilizing it energetically, in my nervous system, emotions, and my thoughts. And from here I'm able to hold more that aligns with this way of being.

I'm so excited about it. Just by being this stable, I'm interrupting patterns that don't match it. Out with the old and in with the new.

Riding the Aquarius Rocket Ship til I see you next week.