There was a time not long ago when I felt I had two choices: I could wrap my car around a tree or find a new way to live…

I chose the latter, and in my “midlife awakening,” I experienced the undoing of the life I’d created, and my life became extraordinary.

My Story

Five years ago, I was married to a good man. We had two beautiful young children conceived through IVF. We owned a home in a beautiful place. We had a thriving business. We had money in the bank. 

I’d checked off so many boxes on the list that I believed would bring me deep happiness, joy, and fulfillment, but I was far from these things. I was deep in depression and anxiety and halfway to adrenal failure. I’d lost hope in my own life.

Because my soul was buried in everything I’d experienced in life.

My body was here - going through the motions of being a mother, wife, sister, daughter, friend, business owner, and generally “good human,” but my soul wasn’t. I’d allowed and forced that part of me to be so buried within me that it was almost undetectable. I was living disconnected from my authenticity, and I was living from my wounds without access to my wisdom.

I tried many things to keep going down the path I’d carved out - to not rock the boat, to keep toeing the line. I’d done years of psychotherapy, worked with doctors and healers, taken courses, and read lots of self-help books. I’ve filled dozens of journals trying to sift through everything in writing. I was managing the symptoms of false beliefs and misperceptions I held deep within me.

While the modalities I’d leaned into were in small ways helpful, I was still so detached from who I am that mostly I didn’t care if I wrapped my car around a tree.

But my soul had other plans - despite being separated from me by the false beliefs I’d held in between us and covered up and forced to keep quiet and small for so long - it shook me and demanded me to live.  This was my midlife awakening.

I began to exchange my wounds for wisdom in healing the false beliefs and misconceptions I held about myself within my subconscious mind. I learned how to manipulate my energy and take responsibility for who I was being in every moment.

I allowed my soul to come forward within me and begin to lead me without the resistance that had been in place for four decades.

I went from hopeless in a platonic marriage to finding the most profound love I've known in my entire life (in a very unexpected person).  

I went from resenting my role as a mother to enjoying the profound gift of raising my amazing children.  

I healed my body and adrenal fatigue. 

I healed my depression and anxiety. 

I changed my literal mind.   

In bringing my soul forward - I also brought my self-worth, authenticity, authority, gifts, and purpose. I ended my marriage with grace and a lot of love. I co-parent with respect and consciousness. I left the business that made me feel unrecognized and insignificant and found my way to the "work" I was born to do. 

I discovered Hypnosis, Human Design, and energetics after all those years of leaning into the traditional modalities that I believed would heal me and realized that the best were saved for last. They’re the most powerful healing tools I’ve ever found. They allowed me to move from living primarily a human, three-dimensional life to living in the fourth and fifth dimensions (soul forward, heart wide open, taking responsibility, as love) and now beyond. I knew without a shadow of a doubt that they were part of my purpose in life. 

I am a Certified Hypnotist with the National Guild of Hypnotists, a trained Human Design Reader, a Reiki Practitioner, and a Spiritual Teacher. I channeled The Soul Forward Method - a new way to heal that goes far beyond my certifications and the traditional healing modalities that fall short.

I want you to live with your soul forward, and I help you do it.

With Love,

Heidi